Ever since I went to that healing circle last weekend I have felt pretty amazing. I’ve been reading so much about chakras and reiki. I know it’s just whatever to some people, but as with anything, you get from it what you put into it. I’ve been changing my meditations to focus on certain chakras based on how I’m feeling, whether it’s physically or emotionally. Ever since I’ve done that my mood has been completely elevated.
Today we went to an RV show. It was pretty awesome actually because when I retire I’d love to just sell my house, buy an RV and travel all over the country. Seeing these in person really made that dream seem a step closer. I felt fantastic these last few days, hardly any aches or pains. Today I woke up with a slight headache, but I was very excited to go to that RV show, so I pushed through. After about 2 hours of walking around I had a raging migraine, vertigo was out of control, anxiety was elevated, my right knee kept me from walking into any RVs because the step down was unbearable, and then my lower back started to hurt. So, I had to call it a day. We went to eat after and my head was pounding. I finally made it home and I came into my sanctuary (former garage turned woman-cave, library, art studio, meditation room) and played a frequency for my third-eye chakra and just laid down on my sofa with my eyes closed. My headache started to finally slip away. Once it became more manageable I decided to continue it with meditation. After about 40 minutes that migraine was gone. Completely gone. Take from all that what you will, but it’s helping me, so I’ll continue to do it.
All of this has definitely helped my sleep. Maybe it’s the stones that I’m wearing to bed, or meditating every evening. But I feel more like myself every day.
I finally had my CT scan on my brain Thursday. I will find the results on Tuesday afternoon. If it’s normal, then we will see if an MRI is next. I don’t want the all clear. I want an explanation as to why I have felt like this for 12 years. I’m trying not to consume myself by focusing only on my pain. Even if I’m reading about chakras, or RV life, I’m keeping my mind occupied on something else, which is what I need right now.